KELLY *

2009-03-17T02:26:00.000-07:00

i had enough of huvin all these kind of shits.
enough is enough! nuff said.
couldnt bother much.
u're just an UGLY WHORE who needs more love and attention.
that's it.
imma letting it go now. don't come back and piss me!
_____________________

Twinkle started to bark last nyt. proud of her! =D
2 days ago, she ran outside when daddy opened the gate.
daddy gotta chase after her with his office attire. LOL!
what a good morning exercise. hahaha =]

and last nyt, she came in the house.
mommy & daddy ordered her to go out but she didn't want to.
i heard it inside my room. so there i goes, ran out from the room like a superwoman and chased her out. knocked on the side-edge of the table and nearly drop flat on da floor -.-

deng. im craving for asam laksa O_O

2009-03-16T02:18:00.000-07:00

im pissed whenever i came across my chatbox.
issit fun to spam someone's chatbox??
if u don like me, comfront me alright! we'll have a good talk on it.
but why do ya come to spam mine chatbox, puiyen's and shumi's?
i believe u're someone from church!
befriended infront of us and later leave such messages without names on our chatbox?
take ur balls out and tell us who u are alright!
or mayb u're ugly enough and u doesnt wanna spoil ur image anymore (?)
or maybe u're lacking of mother's love and needed more attention from otherss?
just tell us alright. we'll give u more love and care. buy u more sweets and give u more warm huggies.
i will make sure u'll get more loves and attention from each and everyone of us.
im interested to meet u too. cus so far u're the only one who thinks that i will fuck my own dog. CRAP!
or mayb becase of ya hormone ranging, that's why u needed both of my girls to lick ur balls and suck ur dick (maybe u ddon even huv one) and huv sex with ya??
oh come on. chow kit has such service where u needed to pay ONLY RM200 and u can enjoy the whole darn night. ahhh. i think they might provide gigolos too. check that out alright.
i don think RM200 is a biggey burden for ya, since ur parents might b sucking tons of money from their bosses. (nah. im just guessing)

i pity u because u're seriously shaming urself for what u hadd did.

2009-03-13T00:19:00.000-07:00

mehh! i lost 2kgs after running up and down trying to catch twinkle y'day.
it rain and thunder in the afternoon. she was pretty scared as i can see her shiever very badly.
so i brought her in the house.
she ran around inside the house. and i dunno who took out her collar so i can't tie her up!
worse than exercise! more lyk marathon -.-

2009-03-11T08:02:00.000-07:00

only me, railey and manda today =\
the others are all not free.

the day started by calling dad for permission to go out last minute =D
i was still dead on bed when manda text me.
i slept friggin' late last nyt =[
anyway, dad said YESSSS!! ;D
bro sent me off to the train station.
when i board the train, i was the only one who are standing.
idk why the train wasn't moving.
after tht, the door kept open and close, open and close -_-
everyone gave me the 'stare' jst bcs i was standing ryt bside the door.
then, when im at KL central, i had problems trying to search for 'etiqa'.
SHEESH! then someone comfronted me.

him : hello. im xxx frm sabah. im here to collect funds for xxx. we're currently raising funds for xxxx. (then there he goes talking talking and talking nonstop.) if u dont believe me, i show u the documents.
me : ohh. *search my bag for money* sorry ah. i dont huv small change. i only got 2 bucks. u want?
him : u dont huv 10ringgit? or 5ringgit will do.
me : *pretends to search in my bag again* no im sorry. i only huv 2bucks. take it if u want.
him : really dont huv 5ringgit? or u give me 10ringgit then i change bck 5ringgit for u?
me : no im sorry.
him : *stared n walked away*

i so wanna kick his butt!!!! !@#$%^ desperate for money!!! money face! those documents are only photocopies! ish. i also can do la! dang!

alryt alryt. enough of ranting =X lol bck to topic.

railey suprised us at the ticket counter. bought movie tickets and headed to wendy's for railey's farewell lunch then proceeded to cinema. "Love Matters"
glad tht both of them did enojyed the movie!
railey loves this phrase now : the boat had reached the custom =DDD
watch the movie n u will know what it means. LOL!

david joined us after tht.

then we headed home about 7+pm.
RAILEY CRIED!!!!! when manda and i hugged him =]

anyway, i really really enjoyed today so much!
thanks railey! =] <3>

2009-03-10T10:22:00.000-07:00

poor twinkle had been rejecting her meals the whole darn day! =[
i was pretty worried tht she might down with any sickness.
shaun said it might be bcs of 'home-sick'.
and she was mad just now.
i think bcs of the thunder plus my mom tied her up, so she wanna run away but she cant.
she drank the water and spit it out at her food -_-
anyway, according to my sis, she l8er finished up her dog food. LOL

gor will be home in awhile! xD wheeee ~

2009-03-09T22:10:00.000-07:00

baby brought me to Ikano y'day to buy some dog stuff
after tht, i stopped by 'bread stories' to buy some buns,
knowing my mom will be busy preparing for my brother's home-coming
so there will be no breakfast + lunch.

anyway, i woke up this morning and found out that there's only 1 bun left on the table.
sister said she did not eat it. daddy and mommy said they didnt take.
the buns lost together with its plastic bag =\
i searched the whole house for the plastic bag and i couldnt find it.

i think my house needs a cctv =\

2009-03-09T20:11:00.000-07:00

twinkle is getting naughty now.
she bites my mom's sandal and tried to open the door too.
and still, huvin trouble feeding her medicine =\

2009-03-08T00:26:00.000-08:00

pheww. just got bck from shopping =]
just a few piece of dog stuff, already cost my dad a huge bomb!
the day started by sending her to see the vet.
the vet said it's just a small matter but it will come bck sometimes l8er. i dun quite understand what he meant.
after consulting the vet, daddy carried her bck to the car and went off to pay her medical bill.
at that moment, she went crazie!!
big amount of saliva leaked from her mouth + she's jumping here and thr.
there were few times when she jumped and banged herself towards the window -_-
anyway, we're huvin VERY hard time feeding her the med ZZZzzz

- put it in the food. she sniffed and walked away
- forced in her mouth. she spit it out.
- spoon-feed her. she spit it out.
- cut her treats and put it in the middle. she bite it, eat the treats and spit the medicine out.

anyway, out of this 4 methods, the last one finally works! (after trying 124324324 times!! and dunno how many spinach sticks).
i think she's getting used to my house.
what bothers most, is only, her injury!
b'cs of that, she couldn't have the injections.

SIGH. dog's life are more happening than human's =\

2009-03-07T16:34:00.000-08:00

i was telling baby this yesterday

me : b. die la die la. my dad adopted the 3rd daughter =[
baby : look at me why?
me : i will get lesser luv now T____T

daddy's golf-mate had promised to give us one jack russell. he has more than 10 at home -_- previously, he gave us one female but my stupid uncle took it frm us. unfortunately, the jack russell (her name is jacky) ran out frm the house and got rapped O.O now after she gave birth, she looks very ugly -_-lll

anyway, daddy went to SJ together with my sister and 2 cousins to get the dog yesterday nyt. apparently, my aunt and uncle luv her so much =DD my! she's so cute!!!! her name is 'twinkle' (named by the previous owner) . she is jacky's step-sister. same father but different mother. this explains why she looks kinda different frm jacky. neways, she's sick now =[ she stepped on a nail and her back leg is so swallon now. daddy kinda worried and he went for vet haunting last nyt but couldn't find any. so now, im waiting for him to wake up and send her to see 'doctor'. hehehe ~

ahhhh. she had not been barking since we brought her home.
WHY AHHH~~??? =[
issit due to her injury???

neway, WELCOME TWINKLE =DD

this is exactly how she looks lyk.

2009-03-03T15:15:00.000-08:00

i'm a lil emo now.
im darn nervous! aenon will call anytym soon.
im afraid tht i will get stuck when they ask me questions l8er.
discussed with daddy about my college plan next year

me : ba. after aenon, send me to AUP for college ok ok?
ba : (quiet for awhile) ok. when is it?
me : hopefully after summer next year which is june.
ba : ok. can la. by the time EPF alr come out plus ur brother suppose to finish adey.
me : *wide smile* u serious ba?
mom : then u gotta come bck 6 months once ahhh.
ba : WHA! U THINK I OPEN BANK PRINT $$$ AH!?!?
mom : then u x miss ur daughter meh?
ba : miss of course miss la. but six months once, u crazy ah!? but should be ok la. at least .... neh! the pastor songrit's son... what name ah?? is there merrr.
me : -_- i take care myself la. why depend on him?
ba : he gotta be my spy =DDD how much it cost a year?
me : the last tym someone told me was, USD2K a year. including food and lodging.
ba : hmmm. ok laa. quite cheap. but the condition now is, u gotta get through 1 whole year in aenon first then only talk, orelse, no talk!
me : ...........................

........ sigh-ness

AUP-ians, see u guys next summer =DD hopefully

2009-03-01T06:01:00.000-08:00

me : HAPPY BIRTHDAY =D
spencer : thank ya..present n cash ler?
me : o.0

i took 2 panadols and knocked out since 4 till now (1003pm)
=(

2009-02-27T01:01:00.001-08:00

DARN BORED LA WOIII!!!!!!!

2009-02-24T15:01:00.000-08:00

these days i slept pretty well. i kiss-goodbye to ~~insomia~~ ;]
other than that, i have pretty weird dreams .. as in REALLY REALLY weird.
till i woke up this morning, i dare not step out from the room :S

anyway, its raining this morning (till now ; 703am)
and i HATE raining in the morning.
it somehow recalled the past memories of my primary school.
nahh. i'm bloody emo ryt now. mind me =]

not much to update recently.
everyday eat and sleep at home. pretty lifeless =[
its the 25th today.
which means, results are gonna be out REAL SOOOON ='[

2009-02-24T06:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 22-ND BIRTHDAYY!!

ur pressie is waiting for u at home.

LOVE YOU!

2009-02-22T15:25:00.000-08:00

Liang called me up and picked me for volleyball yesterday.
needa train up my skills. heh heh
other than that, i guess i kinda lost touch with volleyball.
i did not get to play for months.
and yesterday, i played for 4 hours + didn't sleep the previous night + empty stomach.
when it reached 12pm, the freaking hot sun nearly break me down.
luckily Cheng Ying called for an end.

left hand ain't that serious

side view of the right hand.

right hand.

other than that, legs are filled with a big bruises and scratches.
my whole body is aching so badly right now.
especially my legs.
when i walk, i can feel the pain from my ass's bone -_-
and now, when i wanna sit down, i gotta stand straight and slowly sit.
cannot jump right onto the sofa at the moment T____T
at least my hands are not shaking that badly now.
yday, i couldnt even type an sms properly.

~~next up : kuma's 19th birthday bash. i huven get the others pictures from him~~

2009-02-18T22:37:00.000-08:00

i want my pc baaccckk! T___T
i don't lyk to use this lappie to update cus lotsa function cannot work!.
stupid laptop!

UPDATES.

2009-02-16T17:48:00.001-08:00

1. finally both parents are talking again =)

2. manda, don't emo emo adey la k. we go shopping ~

3. insomia came back and hit me again :(

4. there goes my RM27 after the 29minutes call to London. *BIG SIGH*

5. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YMER!

6. PC were sent off for reformat. thought i won't get to online for few days. but i kinda forgot my house had an abondoned lappie :DD

2009-02-15T23:52:00.000-08:00

finally daddy get someone to reformat this damn pc!
givin us tons of trouble since months ago.
anyway, get to blog something after so long.

baby brought me for sushi on valentine's night.
didn't expected much as i already get to spend some tym with him :)
hehe

then on sunday morning, i expected to wake up at 6am
but failed :( dunno how off my phone alarm.
anyway, was a lil late to meet up the both sweethearts. sorryy ~
spent some time for shopping
then lunch at Gasonline

hehe. pretty aite ;)
after sg. wang, dropped by lowyat to see yaobang :)
and tylene bought her very first 2gb phone memory card XP

back to timesquare. tylene went to meet her friend so me and sharky went for some shopping again. managed to grabbed some dresses and shoes.
at about 4pm, both of us walked to Pavilion to meet with the others.
sat at starbucks for 2hours and chatted with sharky :)
watched 'house'. thought is some creepy movie but its not.
the starting was quite messed up. not really nice though :)

while we're walking from pavilion to 'bukit bintang' station,
we spotted this 'silver men'.
he sat there without moving and everyone was giving him some $$ and take pictures with him.
expected him to dance or something but he didn't.
he just sat there without moving at all.

then we continued walking and spotted another 'gold men'.
this one is moving one. lol

after that took train back home.

laugh and crapped alot. LOL!

reached home about 1030 and dropped dead on bed

2009-02-12T06:41:00.000-08:00

Historic wall demolished in Old Phuket Town

"PHUKET CITY : A 105-year-old Sino-Portuguese wall in Phuket's old town was demolished by construction workers on February 3 to make way for commercial buildings.

The wall, on Krabi Rd, had formed the perimeter of Prapitak Chinpracha estate, built in 1904.

On February 3, Capt Bunyarit Chaisuwan, an archaeologist at the Fine Arts Region 15 Office in Phuket, received a report that part of the wall had already been demolished.

He called project owner Wisit Ittiwarapornkul and tried to persuade him to halt the destruction, saying the wall was of historic interest and was protected by law.

Despite this, the wall was completely demolished later that day. Capt Bunyarit reported the incident at Phuket City Police Station, where it was recorded in the daily log.

Mr Wisit had purchased the land on which the wall stood from a senior member of the Tantawanit family at a cost of 28million baht. Other members of that family were unsuccesful in buying back the land from Mr Wisit at a higher price.

Work on the project, begun last October, is expected to be completed by mid-year....."

according to mommy, grandpa is one of the labour worker that helped to built up the fence when he was 10. sigh. from now on, won't be able to see that old building anymore :(

source : http://www.phuketgazette.net/dailynews/index.asp?id=7083

2009-02-11T13:24:00.000-08:00

uric acid --> kidney failure --> kidney dialysis --> DEATH

2009-02-08T07:49:00.000-08:00

i'd been telling people that i ~~doesn't want to learn driving~~.
reasons are because im lazy and i don't want to add extra 'burden' on daddy. now im a lil regret for saying that.
dad canceled the taiping trip as he's kinda lazy to drive there.
only if i know how to drive, i'll definitely drive them there without hesitation. sigh

there are things where i wanted to bring out here but i doesn't know how to start it off so i guess i'll just keep that to myself since it won't huv any difference even if i bring it out. afterall, i dont think things had change. i don't want to waste any tears on it anymore. baby said it's a human nature. so i guess i'll just let it go.

aunt jean came to church last week. i missed her so much!! *loves*

2009-02-03T00:39:00.000-08:00

met up with manda at Path Lab about 1030.
got everything done within 30minutes! teeheeee.
cus of the stupid bloodtest, my right hand now kinda weak.
can't really lift it up but still can manage laaa .
gotta type this shit and sms-es with only one hand - retarded left hand x(

2009-02-02T01:32:00.000-08:00

finally get to meet kahyian yesterday after 12354534 years!
heehehehe.

__

tomorrow ; body checkup with manda :S

2009-01-26T15:57:00.000-08:00

finally that idiot called back after i dunno how many missed calls!
he picked me up at bout 830pm and headed to 1U to buy some stuff.
at least he bought me famous amos. for apology use i guess. LOL
after that, dinner together with the 3 hews then to brian's house for gamble session.
not that i dunno how to play blackjack, but the last time i played was i dunno how many years back and baby did taught me a lil bit.
reached backie home bout 1ish.
so there goes my 1st day of new year.
very the NOT happening lor. ~
too bad! baby going bck to nilai today. =(

2009-01-26T00:46:00.000-08:00

if u cant do it, please dont promise me with those sweet words! idiot.

2009-01-22T05:42:00.000-08:00

woke up darn early today and pestered mommy to go down town with me to send my phone for repair. went to see jiejie pei san since my dad bought the phone frm her but she asked me to go to 'plaza berjaya' to get it fix in the SE service center.
before that, lunch at lowyat. tried to peep in canon to look for didi twice but couldnt see him =(
so now, my phone is hospitalised and its in pretty critical condition.
SIGH T__T

2009-01-21T06:45:00.001-08:00

emoooooooooo .
i'm SOOOOO emoouuuuuuu ~ :(
i wanted to start studyin.
i miss studyinnn. i miss doin homeworkk.
all i want is jst to go to AUP tomorrowwww plllsss :'(
can i not stay in aenon for 1½ years? T___T

=\

2009-01-21T00:09:00.000-08:00

went for shopping with manda on monday morning.
meet up at segambut station and off we go to sg wang and ts.
lunch and bought a pair of sandals frm ts and headed to lowyat to visit my lil bro.
then went to shop again at sg wang then went back to ts again -.-
afterall, we all had fun ^^

pictures of the day :

2009-01-16T00:33:00.000-08:00

Pirath Nitipaisalkul ♥

brothers.

Difference between WIFE and GIRLFRIEND

2009-01-14T07:02:00.000-08:00

Some people say :
Wife is a HERIMAU ...
Girlfriend is HARI HARI MAHU.

And some say :
Wife is like TV, Girlfriend is like Handphone (HP)

At home watch TV, go out bring HP.
No money, sell TV. Got money change HP.

Sometimes enjoy TV but most of the time play with HP.

TV free for life but HP, if you don't pay, the services will be terminated.

TV is big, bulky and most of the time old but HP is cute, slim, curvy and very portable at any time.

Operational cost for TV is often acceptable but for HP is high and often demanding.

Most important, TV got remote but HP don't have.

Last but not least,
TV do not have virus but HP have virus!.
Once get it, HABIS LAH!

SO BETTER CHOOSE TV LAH!

2009-01-12T01:53:00.000-08:00

i couldn't sleep the whole damn night.
thinking about something that makes me looked real STUPID.
even kenny boy asked me to jump sea =(
i get my ass up frm the bed bout 630 and go online to chat with dawnny mei and my beloved brother. but half way chatting, streamyx down. SHEESH!

went breakfast together with lil monster, daddy, mommy and grandma
then after tht went jusco to start grabing cny stuff.
things are getting more expansive!
i rmbr few years back, the bill only sum up to about RM200-300.
last year RM400. this year RM600. wth.

after tht, daddy dropped me at bianco and off i went to chopped moi hair :DD
it's way shorter now and i huv ma frindge backie. damn happy!
hehehe.

i talked to mommy jst now about aenon thingy again. i made her promise me tht after aenon she will allow me to go to aup. i'm so in luv with aup can!? beautiful surroundings and peaceful somemore. SIGH.
&& i so want to go to BANGKOK this coming march. teeeheees ;)
i want SHOOOOOOPPPPIIINNNNGGG!
im gonna save up my angpows for airticket mannnn.

<3

2009-01-10T10:46:00.001-08:00

247am now & im still widely awake.

2009-01-09T09:21:00.000-08:00

was talking about taiwanese food just now with yu tsung.
suddenly, i felt hungry.
i went to the kitchen, look at the table, no dishes left.
then i open the rice cooker's cover, i saw lotsa rice left.
at least 4 plates of rice there.
suddenly, i think of those african kids where they had no food to eat
and the price of rice is getting higher.
so now, in the middle of the night, 134am,
here i am eating rice.

=\

2009-01-09T08:30:00.000-08:00

since baby was back to nilai, i didn't get to talk to him much yet.
he's so busy with this and that. from moving house to easa paper .... =\
i felt neglected and i hate myself for feeling like that.
i'm sucha useless girlfriend i must say.
......
he said he's going home tomorrow and get something
& he will call me when he's home.
is that mean ... i'll get to see him tomorrow? =\ plss.?

2009-01-09T07:17:00.000-08:00

i got this picture from Ronald's f-book.

it reminds me of the sabah trip i went together with the KL youths bout 7years ago.

hahaha =]

that's mt kinabalu!

it's so friggin cold and dark in the night.

i remembered that night, when everyone had the sudden urge to go to toilet but no one dare to go cos it was FRIGGIN DARK.

so aunt emmeline was the one who took the torch and leaded all of us to 'bomb' the toilet ;D

ahhhh ~

sophia just reminded something .

chee yew : sophiaaa, u see your son!

hahahaha ~~ ;D

i guess those who went together with us will understand this big joke ;D

i miss sabah! especially rangalau lama.

wondering how are they doing.

batricia? bellerina?

hmmmm ~

maybe some day i should write letter to them again =)

2009-01-08T01:07:00.000-08:00

i'm so so SO boring at home! everyday routine is only eat, sleep, online and watch tv. LIFELESS! anyway anyway, i'd made my decision to go to aenon health farm together with manda. hopefully puisan will join too. the decision is made but according to mommy, i was required to write in to introduce myself first then they will send me the application form and interview me. it's time to change myself! YES I'M SERIOUS! lol that's mean i will be away for a whole donkey year (maybe more). i know its quite sudden plus before this i kept on talking bout AUP. but what to do? parents budjet are too tight right now. hahah =]

dad no longer give me the kind of dont-come-to-talk-to-me-unless-u're-going-aenon that kind of look. since that day i told him that i'd made my decision to go to aenon, the way he treats me is TOTALLY different! no more 'smelly' face. haha daddy daddy ~

i hate ppl destroy my beauty sleep! this morning, mom woke me up friggin' early! she said some fella accidently send RM50 credit to her phone then that fella called back and asked us to send that credits back to him. after sending bout 29 bucks, the digi stated that it already reached credit limit. so, mommy being overreacted scared that the fella will do something with her number came and bang on my door and woke me up to help. what can i help when it already reach credit limit!? somemore that idiot kept pestering her to send faster. kononnya his mother is going to hongkong tomorrow so she needs some 'phone fees'. so now, the only thing we could do is, send tomorrow O_O bloody hell! YOU BETTER THANK MY MOM FOR BEING HONEST!

baby's birthday

2009-01-05T02:06:00.000-08:00

31.01.2008 (NYE)
baby came over to picked me up at about 6pm+
&& headed to 1U to join his family for dinner at Esquire Kitchen.
then, off to Padini with Chayz.

after padini, walked over to the curve for countdown. it's so friggin' crowded! ppl spraying aerosal foam everywhere. somehow after that, we left the curve. thought of meeting the rest but it's so jam! so we changed our mind, we went home instead.

baby got me BR for the first time :) reached home bout 2 and drop dead on bed Zzz.
____________________

01.01.09 (NEW YEAR!)

corina came over to get me at bout 11.30am then to kepong central to pick up sharky and tylene.
went over to isaac's place for his birthday party. it was fun and they served lotsa food! :DD

look what i found under isaac's cushion -.-
i dunno whether issit some sort of weapon or maybe 'jampi' ....

after isaac's party, went to midvalley together with sharky, tylene, sophia and manda.
it's was FUN FUN FUN!! heehee. and later in the night, baby came to get me from midvalley to his place for steamboat dinner :)
___________________

04.01.09 (baby's big day!)

baby's legal now! :DD he's finally 21! teeheee :)
yung called up at about 430pm to ask bout baby's birthday plan.
i felt kinda dunno what to do as the piggy is still asleep.
but thank God! he's finally awake by 530pm and came to get me at bout 630.
off to 1U to meet with yung, jasmine, panda, incher, benjee, lilium, jing wen, lester & edwin for chilis. i think the portion of food chilis served is getting smaller. LOL!
after that, went to benjee's place to chill out with the rest.
got home bout 145am and dead on bed Zzz

suprisingly, dad did not make any noice bout me coming home late. hehe :)

muax :) I heart you baby.

2009-01-03T21:47:00.000-08:00

Happy 21st Birthday!

(grow up la pls!)

2008-12-30T07:50:00.000-08:00

2008 is coming to the end.
time really really flies!
well well ..
please take my sincere appologies if i'd offended anyone of you in the past.

take care!

2008-12-29T21:52:00.000-08:00

what the 'english' ....

MEN ARE HARD TO PLEASE

2008-12-29T20:54:00.000-08:00

The problems with GUYS :

If you treat him nicely, he says you are IN LOVE with him ;
If you DONT, he says you are PROUD.

If you dress nicely, he says you are trying to LURE him ;
If you DONT, he says you are from KAMPUNG.

If you ARGUE with him, he says you are STUBBORN ;
If you KEEP QUIET, he says you have no BRAINS.

If you are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE ;
If he's smarter than ou, he is GREAT.

If you dont't LOVE him, he tries to POSSESS you ;
If you love him, he will try to LEAVE you.

If you don't make love with him, he says you DON'T LOVE him ;
If you DO!! he says you are CHEAP.

If you tell him your PROBLEM, he says you are TROUBLESOME ;
If you DON'T, he says that you DON'T TRUST him.

If you SCOLD him, you are like a NANNY to him ;
If he SCOLDS you, it is because he CARES for you.

If you BREAK your PROMISE, you CANNOT BE TRUSTED ;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If you SMOKE, you are a BAD GIRL ;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.

If you do WELL in your EXAMS, he says it's LUCK ;
if he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If you HURT him, you are CRUEL ;
If he HURTS you, you are too SENSITIVE!!!

sun-burned

2008-12-29T07:46:00.000-08:00

my shoulders are fucking pain now!
especially the left one.
it's terribly burned by the sun when i went to beach.
i can only wear sleveless shirt now
& bra stripes also causing me alot of pain.

FUCK!

2008-12-29T07:00:00.000-08:00

home sweeet home :)

2008-12-24T02:06:00.000-08:00

started the trip on friday midnight & reached taiping around 4 in the morning.
sleep all the way till 10am and proceded to mama tan's new villa for breakfast.
after breakfast, daddy brought us to eat taiping famous 'pan mee' and then went home to sleep again. LOL after that, uncle lau brought us to see wild boar -.-
apparently there's a belief which said, if ya take the bank note to rub on the wild boar's body and then take the note go buy toto, u'll strike. hahaha
it's raining that night, still, the crowd is so big! lotsa indians came to rub the notes on the pig's body. to me, it's nothing plus their tahi smell R.E.A.L bad!!
after the wild boar thing, off to dinner with uncle lau, uncle jo, aunt ming and gloria.

started journey the next day at about 6am and reached the border about 11am.
accident happened!! don't want to elaborate much on that.
sigh. first two days was spent on shopping and eating.
i found a new partner in crime :DD
SARAH!!!
she can shop more than me! everything she see she'll hantam.
hahahaha now im sitting in CC online-ing with sis.
the rest all went shopping, of course included Sarah too!! :D
just came back from beach. effing tired!
now waiting for them to be back so that can go home and bath.
my whole body is blardy rough right now.
and tonight will huv christmas party organised by aunt.
all relatives will be here :DD omg! i can't wait!!

will update soon after i got back home and get the pictures from uncle jo :)

random-ness.

2008-12-18T17:45:00.000-08:00

monday. genting with sister.
darn pack & cold luh! not in a mood to play anything.
so just lepak around with sis.
i discovered something.
kids nowadays are damn huge!

B.I.G!!!

look at my sister's leg (right)
she's only 12 and now she's wearing UK size9 O_O

not only her legs are big. she's big in size too!
im currently 18 and i stand for i think 165cm.
and she's only 12 and now she's my height! @.@
G.I.A.N.T!

i took the beanie from daddy and wore it.

yung said i look like some malay freak T___T

i think my PC is now slowly KO-ing.

SIGH baby was back since wednesday. so freaking happy laa ~~

neways, i spent the whole thursday in baby's house.

lunch was cooked by him :)

seeee. baby bought me this dress from vietnam.

sweet~ thank baby! mwah.

neways, uncle lau called up this morning.

plan changed plan changed!

we're gonna put up 2 nights in taiping!

i don't understand why the fuck are they doing this

but daddy said me as a 'siu mui mui', JUST FOLLOW! how mean T__T

we're only leaving to taiping tonight bout 11pm,

which mean i could meet my baby kahyian later on in sg wang!

(only if that stupid boy could wake up on time!)

2008-12-16T00:36:00.000-08:00

no more irritate-ness from the dogs anymore :D
uncle came yesterday night to get the 2 fellas back! YAY!
mommy and grandma huvin hard time scrubbing the floor this morning with clorox.
hahaha ~ anyway, mom confirmed with me the phuket trip.
leaving this friday night to taiping to meet with dad's friend
then gonna start journey the next day at 5am! O.O
&& continue on till phuket. another tiring 15hours journey :(
baby is coming back tomorrow! :DDDD
but then dunno what time he'll be reaching though.
SIGH SIGH SIGH!

:)

genting trip.

2008-12-15T05:35:00.000-08:00

"ehh. tomorrow your fat sister wants to go genting with daddy. theme park theme park"
"so?"
"go with her laa. mommy has to clean up the house before departing to phuket plus i don't think i could take up the weather there. please take good care of her.."
"what a good excuse -.-"

morning woke up and breakfast with the family then headed to genting.
it's so friggin' cold and so crowded!!
the very first game we played was the water boat.
whole body got wet and my shoes are floaded with water too! lol
COLD COLD COLD!!!
the morning is really so cold till my legs are totally numb and head friggin pain!
so after the first game, sis and me slept at the visitor lounge
daddy ~~curitulang-ed~~ at the visitor lounge :D
after lunch, dah semangat sikit sikit and it's not that cold anymore, we continued to play.
played all the way till 7+!
then headed back home.
&& now i don't feel well :(

baby baby.

2008-12-13T16:14:00.000-08:00

finally baby finished his finals and he's back! :)
as usual, makes me waited for 2hours, AGAIN!
supposed to watch twilight. oh well ~
so, went back to his place since he's not feeling well enough and wanted to rest.
after that, this fella starved me till 11pm cus his mom drove his car and went to his grandma's place.
while waiting, that fella went to sleep -.-
after his mom's back, he tapao-ed lotsa ma favourite food x)
&& now, he's enjoying himself in vietnam :)

the 2 doggies is supposed to be go home today!
YAY! both barked like mad everytime any doggy passby.
&& every morning 7am, the little one will face at my door and bark bark BARK!
damn irritating! sigh.

i huven been sleeping much these days. im sleeppy now :(

SIGGHHH

2008-12-12T06:46:00.000-08:00

i'm currently blogging from baby's lappie while waiting for baby's mom to be back.
im bored and starving to death!! :(
as usual, the stupid boy makes me waited for him for another 2 hours till he reached my house and pick me up! *geram*
and now, he's sleeping! leave me alone blogging this shit!!

ISSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

2008-12-10T23:54:00.000-08:00

i'm currently addicted to boa's meri kuri :)
emo song ..

i'd been thinking hard about AUP again -.-
liang told me that philippine is totally not a good place to stay.
he'd been to manila last month and now he's telling me how scary it is.
beggars are all around & they follow u everywhere u're going if they know that u were tourist.
and i remember the chinese girl told me that, peoples in the philippine are ALLOWED to bring guns along with them :S
but i dont deny that AUP has a very beautiful compound. i love it! :)
think hard think hard.

on the other hand, my parents going back to phuket again -.-lll
this time will be like the ....... 3rd time in this year!
im still thinking hard whether should i go.
mommy asked me to bring baby along :)
i'd very much wanted to but i don't think baby's mom will allow plus baby sound very uninterested. so, leave it then. we'll see how it work out.
cus this time daddy is driving up. so last minute decision is accepted :D
2 cars going though .. hmmmmmm ~~

off to tie the dogs up. rainingg. ~

2008-12-09T18:57:00.000-08:00

i spent the whole night cleaning my room.
load of rubbish! -.-
only get to sleep at 4am++

then at 10, aunt sent the dogs over.
damn irritating! they bark alot and shit everywhere.
mom and sis gotta get rid of them & they seems to be like not happy bout it.
serve them right! who told them to agree with my aunt!?
barkings and shittings! ish.

twilight last day today. i thought of catching it with manda again.
but mommy doesn't let me go cause she wants me to take care of the house-hold while she has to clean those shits! -.-

ROBERT PATTINSON ♥

saturday.

2008-12-09T04:05:00.000-08:00

i'd been so busy doing nothing -.-

saturday
4 cars from KL English church left for the ASI convention.
i didn't know that my dad wanted to go
thats why before that i thought of going with Osward.
anyway, i met dang lots of peoples there!
first of all, Jay's father Pastor Songrit. then some AUP friends too.
met the president of AUP too! :D
after the ASI thingy, daddy brought us for dinner then headed back home and sleep Zzzz

sunday
woke up damn early to prepare to go out with the girls.
fat sis tagged along too! @.@
went to times square for some shopping
then to cinema for twilight. friggin nice movie!
edward cullen rock my world! ;D
it totally worth every bit of the 10 bucks i paid!
ended the day by taking pictures with the girls at the photo booth in sg. wang then headed back home and drop dead on bed.
so friggin' tired plus legs are so painful.

anyway, my aunt's family will be heading to hadyai tomorrow.
which means, she gonna leave her two bitches in my house for like i donno how many days! T____T
i dont mean that i hate dogs but i just dont really like it.

O_O

2008-12-04T22:27:00.000-08:00

i ate mcd ALOTT lately -.-

birthdays.

2008-12-03T06:53:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

RONALD

LISA KUAN

SEBASTIAN ; CHEE YANG

EDWIN TAN

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

KELLY WONG!

heheh. thanks to those who leave me birthday comments & sms-es.

appreciate it deeep deep down my heart *loves*

everyone had been asking me how did i celebrate my 18th's.

oh well ~ believe it or not. i sleep whole day long. LOL!

actually not. i just stayed at home. i woke up at 2pm by the screamings of my cousins opposite my house (imagine how loud they are!)

when i woke up, the table in the living room full of western breakfast which prepared by mom and sis ;DD

after that it started to rain so heavily. so so so heavily that the electricity tripped twice.

that's why im not out plus baby's not around.

luckily i cancelled the sunway trip or it will be a huge disappointment.

dad supposed to treat me a dinner but i didn't want to

cus i know exactly where is he bringing me to and im bored of that place!

i rather eat my mom's cook food.

but neways, he promised me a cake later on ;D

this sunday will spend with my 3 sweethearts ; tylene, sophia and manda.

looking forward to see them! and of course! cant' wait for baby to be back to replace my 18th's celebration!

once again, THANK YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH!

feels warm at heart :)

???

2008-12-02T13:19:00.001-08:00

it's 520am right now.
trying hard to study
but nothing get through my mind.
not feeling very happy though tomorrow's my big 18th's =)
the plan i planned is messy.
its either this one cannot make it today then another one could not make it tomorrow
+++ baby is not around.
i guess im gonna stay at home and spend it with family.

insomiaaa

2008-11-28T14:39:00.001-08:00

AGAIN!!!

aku sayang padamu!

2008-11-27T01:53:00.000-08:00

this song is my all-time favourite song (:
very touching.

ENDLESS ROAD

2008-11-23T06:05:00.000-08:00

The truth is tearing up my heart

I can't recognize this place

The endless road without a stop sign

Can't even find a stranger this time

Why am I still holding back my tears

In this loneliness there's nothing to fear

Every chord still seems a wonder

How we could be together

Every time I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself

Hoping you will have the keys to my shell

Every song might calm the weather

But it just draws me deeper

How do I get out of this

I think I never will

...

A crystal forming in the eye

Maybe this would be the last

The winding path down my face

Till I begin to taste the bitterness inide

I never will ..

TIRED

2008-11-23T01:06:00.000-08:00

i'm tired.
tired of EVERYTHING.
friends. family. studies.. etcetc.
worse of all, i felt like i have no more privacy.
mom read my diary. friends read my inbox.
i'd tried my best to ment up all the 'holes'
but i don't there is any use now.
no point saying 'sorry', 'regret' ....
when u don't plan to change at all.
that's all i can say now.

i'm tired

2008-11-23T00:30:00.000-08:00

大地被摇晃著

天空突然黑了

我的心也被震碎了

下一秒瓦解了

泪堆积成了河

但明天是好的

我们要坚定著

爱让我们不放弃活著

还要继续和大自然拔河

当爱与希望

投射炙热的太阳

昨日泪光

会随时间都蒸发

别轻易放弃

明天要许更多愿望

装满了勇气

就更有力量

当爱与希望

映暖暖的月亮

再回头望

又是筑好的家乡

我知道未来还有好多路要闯

我打开了窗

看见了晴朗

2008-11-22T23:17:00.000-08:00

sunday today (:
huv to start revising "economic" and "perdagangan" tomorrow! ):
hubby will be back to ~~nilai~~ tomorrow
and won't be back till exam's over.
that's mean he won't be celebrating my 18th birthday on december 4th.
THAT'S SAAAADD! x(
but he promised to replace after he's back from Vietnam. hehe

aunt Sutila came yesterday.
mommy told her that i planned to join 1000 missionary
and she suggested to let me join the philippine's one.
neways, i no longer in the missionary mood.
might go straight to AUP for further studies.
i already had the permission.
what matters all is, whether AUP is accepting me or not.
i wish they will!
it's tiime for me to leave.
felt rather disappointed with friends and family.
so yeaaaa~~
wish me luuck! (:

2008-11-20T04:27:00.000-08:00

11.02.2008 - 18.11.2008
belly only live for 10months. i bought him from ikano's pet safari.
dad was kinda angry when i brought him home. but as days goes by, he began to love belly too. sometimes before or after work, he'll stood by the cage to look at him for awhile. my brother loves him too! x) he loves to play with belly but never dare to touch or hold him. i never dare to touch this lil fella cus he bite too much. till one day, when mommy cut his nails off, he tent to be soft and never bite anymore. how cute :) he eats ALOT that's why he gain weight and gets fatter and fatter.

this is the way he sleeps at time. awwh! cute right :)

or sleep like this.

i think i made a mistake by changing his cage. he looks more active in his old cage.

the last three pictures took on the fourth day after i bought him. that time he still damn small. sho cute! :) i really spent alot of care, love, money and time on him. just that currently i'm busy with exam but i still have my sister to take hold of him. but still ....... :( i guess it's time for me to let it go. he's an animal to all of you but he's like a son to me! :)

i still have some stuff around. i don't want to throw it away. i won't say that those stuff are good in condition but still usable. i have two cage. one small one big.

* the small one is pink in colour. two layers.

* the big one is blue in colour. one and the half layer. it has a tunnel above it and that's all i guess.

the small one i bought it from pet safari while the big one is from one of the petshop in 1utama (lower ground). still huv alot of bedding and ahhhh! one roller ball and bathing house.

i ain't charging. i'm giving it away for free. interested email me at kelly_meishan@yahoo.com thankie!

2008-11-19T07:16:00.000-08:00

ME WANT BELLY BAACCCCKKK!!!!!!

depression =\

2008-11-18T00:34:00.000-08:00

i went for lunch with yong shen and sam yesterday after exam.
went for a movie session.
watched "The Vampire Who Admires Me" for the second time now.
sam complained that it's a freaking scary movie.
oh well ~ i dont think so cus me and yong shen busy laughing. lol
after movie, went for sushi king for our teatime.
get back home and dead on bed bout 6pm.

i woke up due to dad's voice.
i noticed that he's actually shouting on the phone.
the only person will makes him shout on the phone is only my brother.
i didn't know what happened till mom came in the room and shed in tears.
it's a real serious arguement between both of them.
dad said my brother really cried like a lil boi.
as far as i know, my brother is the real emotional kind of person.

till 1am, my mom's still crying and crying and crying.
i'm so depressed. i didn't know what to do.
i tried my best, spending shit load of money calling my brother but failed and went into voice mail.
i ran out of words. i donno what to say to comfort mommy.
i'm stucked in the middle of no where. helpless.

3am. i tossed and turned. trying my best to get into sleep.
but no! i cant sleep. i went out to the kitchen to drink water.
peep at belly boii. he was looking at me too x)
i get back to the room again. and i falled asleep this time

woke up about 11. bath and online.
the next thing i found out is

B
E
L
L
Y

D
I
E
D

BELLY DIEEEEDDD!!!!!!!!!

it's a sudden death!
i seriously had no idea why he died so suddenly.
he was so active the night before.
cyling so much on the wheeel.
and he just "went" like this T___T
i think he sleep dead.
because this morning when i foun him dead :
he's in his sleeeping position.
his upper part of the body bloated and lower part flat.
i guess itt could be "heart attack"
SIGH!
too many bad things happen at once

Youth Alive [part 2]

2008-11-13T01:59:00.000-08:00

i not sure how many parts there will be as there are still truck load of pictures in tylene's camera. anyway, pictures are not in order.

rabbit farm or something. not very sure. anyway, we were cheated by the facilitators that's why we were there. LOL!

the "pink panthers"

i wouldn't forget that night how much fun we had!

FG group meeting.

how sweeeet x)

YEN! CAUGHT YOU RED-HANDED! play with my phone somemore laaa.

oh ... please.

2008-11-13T01:56:00.000-08:00

..... Dear all mighty God, only You knows how much daddy's suffering right now. next week will be the call. help him to get through this once more, Lord. he left not much time in this field. be with him and guide him. Amen ...

daddy, i believe u can get through this.

doom's day.

2008-11-11T12:52:00.000-08:00

dad sent me to school bout 730am.
mom rushing me like mad!
reached the school 5minutes later,
and the very first person i spotted is 'fat whale' - the discipline teacher.
alot of new face [private candidate] i saw.
for yesterday, i guess i'm the only one from Menjalara who came for exam -.-
song jia wei supposed to be there!
but nope! he didn't turn up.
he actually missed 3 papers by now!
really wish he'll show up today cus i'm so bored being alone there.
not much changes in the school.
toilet's smelly like usual. no locks no flush. sigh.

right now i'm down with fever. if i hadda continue to wake up everyday at 4am like this ........ no doubt! imma collapse anytime soon :)

WHY!!!??

2008-11-10T13:07:00.001-08:00

WWWHHHYYYYYY!!!!????
i'm feeling pretty weak now.
it's 5.07am now.
woke up at 3.30am just to study.
but right now, heart beating very fast,
i'm feeling dizzy
and felt like puking.
why things on happen at this time!?
want to faint or sick also wait till exam over first laa.
after that faint how many times also no one cares. ISH!

i don't know where the hell baby is.
been calling him since yesterday evening.
no one answer! guess he's sleeping.
neways, damn sad laa!
no words of encouragement from him.

T___________________________T

PS: beebee, patient k. link ya back once my exam's done k. =)

not the right time.

2008-11-09T20:35:00.000-08:00

everything doesn't happen at the right time.
"auntie" visited me not at the right time.
making me loses all my study mood.
tomorrow is the day! ):
study mood not back yet.
waiting for PuiSan to send me the format of perbandingan novel.
ish =(

2008-11-07T14:58:00.001-08:00

i think ... i'll die of cancer soon.. real sooon!

I"M SERIOUS!!

Sigh *

2008-11-03T15:43:00.001-08:00

1 more weeeekk! can't sleep well nor study well either. isssh!

baby came back last week. ffk-ed me on friday somemore!
planned to watch HSM3 on saturday but while q-ing up for tickets, this hong kong movie's advertisement board attracted me. Some vampire movie. I thought it supposed to be some comedy movie. But ended up it's actually some horroooorrrr moviee! O_O
not scary but very very very very ugly -____-

tuesday today. promised to bring that lil monster to watch hsm3 l8er. didn't slept well again last night. 746am now. heart beating fast *yawn*

Youth Alive '08

2008-10-30T01:07:00.000-07:00

I had tons of fun!! I miss everyone so so SOOOO much! =(
*SIGH* too bad Ronald's not online. I can't get my group pictures from him.
This is all i have with me.

Group pictures.

FG 5

Beatrice, Lydia, Nunuk, Pastor, Sonia, Jerome, Amos, Yangson, Me =)

me & Ronald.

my group leader, Pastor Robert =)

Me & Nunuk.

I guess I will only update once i got those pictures.

headache headache .....

2008-10-23T07:33:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is the day. i'm still wondering how am i going to get there. should i go by with Tylene by public transport or ... wait for babyy? hmmm ~ i love to travel i love to camp but i never like to pack stuff! till now i huven pack up anything yet. can't find my backpack. donno where it goes. so i guess i just use my dad's ugly one =) LOL! what should i bring? hmmmmm ~~

!@#$%^

2008-10-22T17:19:00.000-07:00

while sitting infront of my computer waiting for my aunt to come,
my phone rang :

aunt : ehh i think you no need to come today already la cus im rushing now as the auditor will be here at 9. afterall nothing much to do also.
me : HARRRRRRRRR i already dress up worrrrrr!! if can, i ask my dad send me there laa (sound so desperate to work lol!) cus he only work half day today
aunt : nvm la. no need to 'ma fan' him. not much work to do alssoooo. u fully dress up already meh? make up pretty pretty already ahhhh????
me : yalaaa T__________________T
aunt : hahaha nvm la.
me : ok lorrr .
aunt : haha sorry ahhhh
me : nvm laaaaa

now 826am sitting here doing nothing. still in my office ettire. thinking where to go. i guess l8er i will go and get my camp stuff with my office ettire grrwwhhxxx!
i bet, if baby is reading this, he will laugh and laugh and laughh!! ='(

TSSSK TSK!

2008-10-22T06:33:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow I'm going back to work again.
Aunt needs me to answer calls cus she will be on ISO meeting.
hmmmm ~

Right now, no ASTRO to watch. damn sieennnn.
my favourite tv show =(
second time this year already leh.
someone called up on behalf on my dad and wanna cancel the service.
so now, dad called in the customer service and bising bising.
hantam-ing them in how they work.
it wont be us calling cus we also don huv my dad's account statement number & card number.
sigh.

AGAIN!

2008-10-22T00:57:00.001-07:00

My bed time screwed up.

Screwed up.

Totally screwed up! =(

C.A.R.E.L.E.S.S-ness

2008-10-21T06:00:00.000-07:00

SIGH! this month I actually dropped my phone and break the cover for like ... 4 times!
Today, i dropped it again and the back coverr break again! O_O

So since daddy and gorgor is going to Low Yat, I tagged along to hunt for my precious phone cover. I came across this 018 counter and asked. This lady said , yea they have it. And she took it out and showed me. I asked for the price and she said its RM15 and it worth it all cus this cover can actually twist. I mean twist also won't break la. I gave this O_Olll-are-you-sure-look. So she twist it right infront of me. manatau, when she twist it, she actually break it! those plastic pieces actually flew towards me and hit on my chest!! i wont say its DAMN painful, but its actually QUITE painful can!? I gave her a smile and walked off. So now, the back of my phone doesn't huv any cover on.

Conclusion : damn alot of scratches on it now

T______________________________________T

time ..... flies.!

2008-10-20T02:30:00.000-07:00

i felt abit emo now. i donno why either.

my lil cousin brother called up just now. he asked my sister when is she going to register for secondary school. mann! i felt so old. two of them are soon entering secondary school and start studying form 1. and me? i dare not think where or how or what i'll ended up to be. exams are really near and yet i huven start studying. not i dont want to but just donno how to. i'd not been touching my books ever since i finished SPM last year. ok la. i DO study but just doesnt have that much confidence in myself. grrwwxhs!

Outing

2008-10-20T02:05:00.000-07:00

booohoooo! had TONS of fun yesterday!
If more people tag along, I guess there will be more fun!
Oh well ~~

Neways, uncle sent me to the train station at about 1pm.
Afterthat, was searching for Tylene cus she's nowhere to be found.
Then when I saw her, looking at her outfit, I felt that she somehow looks familiar with someone I saw on the train!
Afterthat only get to that WE ACTUALLY BOARDED THE SAME COACH!
One and the front and another at the end! LOL!

Then we proceeded to Sg Wang.
Tylene can't stop buying =P
Cant resist her temptation on those clothes which are ALL on sales.
hahahaha
after Sophia reached, we headed to Gasonline for lunch!
then went to shop shop shop again then headed to TS to look for fatty.

We shop till we actually broke! didnt left much money in my purse.
Not enough to watch movie too! how sad.
but I guess everything its all worth it if we had fun =)
Left TS about 8 and reached the Kepong bout i think 9 or 930.
Nearly missed the station as me and tylene busy chatting and laughing. LOL

Then, went to cousin brother's 21st birthday party.
Met alot of my seniors there.
Liang, Wai Loong, Kok Shiuan, Ah Jun, Am Chun .... cant remember the names =\

GOSH! I really cant wait for Youth Alive!!!!!!

no title

2008-10-16T12:24:00.000-07:00

it's 336am now.
not feeling sleepy at all O.o
prolly because i miss baby hell lots!
wont be seeing him in like .. 2 weeks time T___T
oh well. blame me for signing up for that camp.
but i guess that camp will be something good for me, no? haha

was wondering how would that camp be like.
i really hope it wont be like the previous camporee's.
at least give me a better accommodation and a really clean toilet.
and i dont wish to sleep with orang yang saya tak kenal =S
fatty asked me not to expect much.
sheeeesh.

Chatting right on msn now with Yung.
He's leaving for Vietnam in an hour time.
& our topic was .. you wont want to know. LOL!
"Should I date Incher boy?"
hahahahahaha. so baby, should i?

LOL! gor's back!
at least now i got an accompanyment.
& thank God! he wasn't that DOWN now.
&& i give him pocket money leh!
praise me praise me! xD

hmmmm. nothing much to blog this days
cus since i was back from Phuket,
i didnt go out. stayed at home everyday.
no study mood also =(
only 2 weeks away to the doom's day!
yet im not even 50% prepare. haiyaaaaa!
motivate me puhleaaasssse!! =(

well. i'm running out of things to blog now.
so yea. c'yaz! *hugs

booohooo!

2008-10-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

2 more weeks to da doom day!
yet im not prepared! =(
not even 50%
kan toi soon laaa.

anyway, bro's back!
teeehee.

weird

2008-10-13T00:38:00.000-07:00

home sweet home =)
woke up this morning still feeling very weird.
i miss Phuket =(

UNPLEASANT JOURNEY

2008-10-12T05:40:00.000-07:00

I guess this is the WORSE trip ever!
From KL to HadYai, We took Kesatuan Express because the Sri Maju bus ticket sold out!
Kesatuan Express is already worse enough!
and now the Super nice Express WORSE still!
On our jouney there, we reached the border fucking early and the border only open at 6am!
So this motherfucker shut down the engine and dont even bother to open the damn door!
He fucking stuffed us in there! ~~n ben wong is very handsome~~ (ignore that)
Afterall, their service still consider ok-ok so I don't want to calculate so much.

We didnt fly back by air because we couldn't confirm when we are coming back + last minute book airfair confirm VERY expensive wan!

So daddy's friend inform dad about this agency.
We just gotta pay and they will arrange ~~EVERYTHING~~ for us!
We paid for a VIP van (Phuket to HadYai) and VIP bus (HadYai to KL) and they promised that they will provide us a double-decker bus with a toilet!
ALRIGHT! SO WE TRUSTED HER AND PAID 4500BAHT FOR 4 PERSON!

On that particular morning, we waited for that van damn 7 long lor!
He promised to come and pick us up at 8.
End up he drag till 930am!!!
What i dont like most is
1) he played those bar girls stripping off show on the tv & he one side driving one side watch lor!! scared he will crash the van!!
2) the way he drove damn dangerous!
- he drove at 140 on the hill side road
- he do alot sharp turning. (thats why i cannot sleep well)
3) he talked on the phone when he was at the speed of 140 O_O
thank God we reached HadYai safely in one piece!!
NEVERMIND! Later on, he dropped us off at the little tour agency.
This stupid lady at the counter told us that the ticket we paid for are ALL sold out earlier on!
i went like WHAT THE FUCK!!!???!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!
So, mom asked her what can we do.
She said, the only thing is, take a van over to butterworth then board a bus.
once again! i went like KAN NIN BU EH CHAO CHEE BYEE!!! (woops. sorry!)
I was so fucking angry at that time!!
She pushed us in the small old van and headed off to Butterworth.
This particular van driver kept going on my nerves!
ALOT reasons la!
Finally we reached Butterworth at 10pm!
Alright. We thought they will give us a VIP bus like what they promised.
Ended up, NO! ONCE AGAIN, THEY STUFFED US IN THE 'SUPER NICE' EXPRESS AND THIS DRIVER OFF THE AIRCONE WHILE TRAVELLING ON THE WAY BACK!
YOU TELL ME HOW AM I GOING TO BE ANYMORE PATIENT WITH THIS!!!?
I WANTED TO GO TO TOILET BUT THEY DIDNT WANT TO STOP! SO ALL I CAN DO IS 'SABAR!' + BESIDES MY FAMILY AND ONE THAI LADY, THE WHOLE BUS IS FULL OF BANGLAS AND FEW MALAY DUDE! SO NOW U TELL ME, HOW CAN I SURVIVE IN A BUS FOR HOURS WITHOUT AIRCONE WHEN THOSE BANGLAS SMELL SO SO SOOOOOOO BADLY!!!? JUST IMAGINE THAT!!!!

I was really reaLLY REALLLLYYY angry! & decided to go complain to this bus company. they say they will call me back. slowly wait la! Now when i think back, i wonder are they all pakated or not!? From Phuket to Hadyai, i kept asking them which bus will we board but they cant answer! even the agency cant answer! but when we reached butterworth, the driver seems to know EVERYTHING. I wonder if they tried to hide everything from us!

So peeps! BECAREFUL WHEN YOU TRAVEL! IF U HAPPEN TO GO TO PHUKET, NEVER BOOK ANY TICKET OR WHATEVER TRIP FROM THIS AGENCY NAMED "GREEN TOUR"!!!

DULAN-ED

2008-10-12T01:39:00.000-07:00

IM FUCKING DU LAN LAST NIGHT & I TENT TO STRANGLE THE STUPID VAN TO DEATH!

update once im back home. out with baby. ta's!

EMO.

2008-10-10T02:38:00.001-07:00

Pohpoh was rushed to hospital =\
Everything happened so suddenly.
This morning she was still fine.
Still able to talk.

But at 2pm just now, her condition seems to be worse.
She can't sit nor sit properly.
I tried hugging her and hold her hand.
Her whole body was hot. Her hands were cold.
But the thermometer show that she has no fever
& her blood pressure and others are all fine.
She was really really weak till she can't open her eyes.

Things happened too suddenly.
Till now, I still can't accept the fact.
I worried she might just go like that.

Just now in the afternoon, I told her I'm going back to KL tomorrow.
She catched on my hands tight and ask me not to go.
My eyes was surrounded by tears.
I wanted to stay back but I can't.
I have to go home to prepare for exam.
I scared, if I leave tomorrow, I won't have any chance to see her anymore.

Dad told me that,
IF anything ever happens to pohpoh *touchwood*
I and mom have to stay back.
He will go home with sis tomorrow
& he will pack my books and send to me.

The problem now is, what about Youth Alive?
I don't think I'm able to cancel it now.
*SIGH*

Mama, Papa and Auntie went to hospital.

Left me and sis at home jaga rumah =\

Pohpoh, get well soon =)

arrgghhh.

2008-10-09T21:46:00.000-07:00

I have tons of fun here.
I love Phuket =)
A stress-free place.
I don't want to go home.
I don't want to go back to a place full with stress and worries!!

SIGH

Day 1

2008-10-04T06:22:00.000-07:00

Baby came over to see me before I left.
Daddy need his help the very last minute to send us to Pudu.
*thanks baby. mwah!*
Reached Pudu really early!
Bus was supposed to leave at 10pm but they 10pm only arrived -.-
& then I was stalked by a ~~Bangladesh~~.
The fella kept on looking and looking at me then my mom.
The way he looked at me is not those kind of like just looking you know.
He's looking with the very hamsap face!!
After that, when the bus arrived, We went down to board the bus.
He followed down =S
After i boarded the bus, I saw him walking back and forth & looking at me with the 'look' again!
My advice : NEVER EVER go to such places without your parents or boyfriend!

The lousy bus left at 10pm.
very the late lor!!
This Kesatuan Express very the lousy lor!!
When we reached the border, it's still VERY early.
The stupid driver switched off the aircon + engine.
HE FUCKING STUFF US INSIDE THE BUS LOR!!
Still, Sri Maju is always the best :)

After 19hours of journey, finally arrived at Phuket.
Thank God the van driver speeded all the way here.
Otherwise, the journey might take up to 20hours -.-

That's all for today!

*baby i miss you very much!*

Oh yea! they are celebrating Vegetarian Festival (gao wong yea).
and the celebration here is REALLY craazy!
more than 1000 people was possesed.
little boy also got leh! =S
the whole town is only selling vegetarian food.
no meat!
which means, for the next few days, I'll be eating vegetarian food!
Conclusion = Kelly's gonna lose weight again =(

back to Thailand

2008-10-04T05:06:00.000-07:00

Finally I'm here, in Phuket, after 19hours of journey. Amen =)

sick.

2008-10-02T19:05:00.001-07:00

had been sitting here since 445am.
err. not really laa actually.
slept for about 2hours then wake up again.
my block nose's really killing me!! @.@
plus whole body kinda weak.
MANN! how am i gonna travel tonight!?

*sigh

2008-10-02T01:54:00.000-07:00

Feeling very complicated now.
I thought my parents going back to Phuket on the 13th.
But mom told me just now that they are going back to TOMORROW NIGHT!!
ohmygawwd I doesn't want to go at the first place but finally decided to go.
I thought of staying back to accompany baby till he go back to Nilai.
but I guess it's time for me to give him a break.

Time to pour out what i really felt deep inside my heart.

These days we'd been quarreled ~~TOO~~ much about him being late for our date.
Sometimes i really felt that im tying him too tight.
Honestly, there are some people around me trying to convience me to break up with him.
Whenever they mention about it, i required to change topic.
Dont believe can ask Hansel *manda. no hard feelings yea*

All these while, no matter what happens, I still hold on very tight to baby.
I dont want to let go its because i love him TOO much.
I know I'm still young whereby I still got alot of choices.

I don't want to regret for life. I know if I ever let him walk away from me,
I'll regret for life. Seriously! He really mean TOO much to me.

We supposed to go for shopping today.
But the lazy pig of mine still in bed =)
Not sure if he still want to meet up tonight.
I not sure when I'm coming back either.
But definitely will be back before Youth Alive.
So guys, meet you all at Youth Alive! ;)

And yea! Baby, I will miss your cuddle.

I felt so warm yesterday being cuddle so tightly by you.

No matter what happen in the future,

my love for you will NEVER fade.

Like you said, true love never grow old ;)

I Love You so so much baby!

Since I'm leaving tomorrow, baby, for the continious 3 days,

please please please PLEAAASE take care of yourself!

Dont go out till so late alright. Please sleep early & drink more more water!

Replace the next 3 days for me on your sem break next month okies.

mwahh.

cool stuff.

2008-09-30T20:53:00.001-07:00

I found this website from Cheesie's blog.
www.MorphThing.com
& I'm sort of like addicted to it now. haha =)
Let's see :-

combination of Paris Hilton

Zhang Ziyi

Ashlee Simpson

Ayumi Hamasaki

Jamie Lynn Spears

Nicole Richie

Last but not least,

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me & manda. HAHAHAHAHAHA

sien.

2008-09-30T06:27:00.000-07:00

Pictures are not sent to me yet so i cant update Sunday's outing =(
nothing much happen this days.
i quited my job already! err. actually it's more like stopping for 2months.
hehehe after exam only continue.
so basically, im home all the time studying.
shit boring i tell you!! =(

sigh

Chinese names. hahaha

2008-09-30T02:00:00.000-07:00

Jordan sent me this email & it brighten my whole day up. hahaha

Caller : Hello, can i speak to Annie Wan?
Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.
Caller : No, I want to speak to Annie Wan!
Operator : You are talking to me! Who is this?
Caller : I'm Sam Wan. And i need to talk to Annie Wan! It's urgent.
Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?
Caller : Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan that our brother Noel Wan has involved in an accident. Noel Wan got injured and is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan is on his way to the hospital.
Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but i don't have time for this!
Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?
Operator : I'm Saw Lee.
Caller : Yes! You should be sorry! Now give me your name!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2008-09-22T02:55:00.000-07:00

Emo mood came back to hunt for me again.
Looks like year 2008 is the worst year i had throughout my entire 17years of life =S
Its like almost every single day i also emo wan lor.
Main causes i guess should be the exam lorr!! only a month away!
and i'm not prepared

T________________________________T

I thought of quiting my current job and find a freelance job where i can stay at home work + study.
Afterall, i worked once for my cousin sis as a freelance translater.
She only pay me 300baht per page. ISH!!
but cannot make it laa. i cannot hang on my life without any income!! =(
It's a big NO NO for me leh!!

SO HOW NOW!!?

i'm kantoi-ing now already! =(

WHY EVERYTHING HAS TO BE ME ME MEEE AND MEEEE!!!?

2008-09-17T07:17:00.000-07:00

WHAT EVER HAPPENS, WHY AM I THE ONE WHO ALWAYS WRONG!?

Dad scolded me for everything wrong things my sister did!

sis shout at him - my fault
sis hooked on the computer too long - my fault
sis 'cook phone porridge' / sms too much - my fault
sis listen to rock music - my fault
sis lied - my fault
sis uses msn to chat with strangers - my fault
sis uses friendster / facebook - my fault
sis refused to do anything when parents ordered - my fault
sis doesnt want to study - my fault
sis hooked on TV too long - my fault
sis quit piano lesson - also my fault
sis scored bad grade - pun my fault
sis uses 'four letter word' - ALSO MY FAULT!

WHY EVERYTHING HAS TO BE ME!!!??
SHE DOESN'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS OUTSIDE AHH?!!
OR EVERYONE IN HER SCHOOL ARE ALLL PURE GOOD STUDENTS!!?

i'm not in a very good mood these days.
i donno who to pour out to, besides blogging.
boyfriend often get angry with me for not sharing my problems with him, instead of writing all on this blog.

like this also cannot. like that also cannot.
i REALLY donno what to do lorr!!!
because everything i do seems to be WRONG WRONG AND WRONNNGGGGG!!!!!

STRESS

2008-09-17T07:04:00.001-07:00

I'M STRESS!

STRESS.

VERY. VERY. STRESS!

........

bad luck!

2008-09-17T06:16:00.000-07:00

i donno currently what kinda luck is sticking to my family lor.
one financial problem. one passed away. one in ICU. one falled down and knock the head or something.
now i 'fan' until cannot 'fan' lor!!
ISH!! damn stress can!? no mood to study at all.

WHAT TO DOOO!!!????

T________T

baby hubby.

2008-09-16T07:50:00.001-07:00

baby baby. i'm not sure if you're reading this.

i miss you fucking badly! :(

i miss your cuddle which never fail to makes me warm.

without you here, life for me is so hard to carry on.

but still, i have to hold on.

i should be glad and thankful that i'm still able to see you two weeks once :)

no one's taking you away from me!

i hope you'll be the one :)

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! =)

2008-09-16T05:59:00.000-07:00

YAY! holiday tomorrow. whole factory only ME no need to work =D
not self-declare holiday okay.

=)

2008-09-13T22:52:00.000-07:00

Followed the advice given by doctor to relax and not stress.

Feeling much better now.

Baby came back on Friday and headed to Wong Kok ss2 for dinner.

On the way home that night, baby carried his big blanket & pillow up to the car and put me to sleep. how sweet =)

Yesterday, baby came over to pick me then pick Kah Yian & off to 1Utama.

Gave her a birthday dinner

family gathering dinner tonight.

but out with baby first ;)